Switching Gears
Dear Writers,
Sometimes writing can be like riding a bicycle—not because you never forget how to do it, but because it can sometimes feel like an uphill grind. And then you hit that beautiful tipping point where you catch your wind and then it’s just smooth sailing from there on. And the extra wonderful moment is when you coast down the other side of the hill, sweat dried, skin cool, grinning at the sheer exhilaration of it all.
You’ve finished your piece! And now you’re coasting. Occasionally pedaling, wondering what do I do next? I’m currently in that peddle period, not smitten with any one idea over another. Not convinced anyone will even want another book from me. Not sure which story the world needs to hear that will heal all of our psychic wounds and somehow pay me gobs of money at the same time. (Wouldn’t that be nice?) So I pedal, and I coast, and think about how hard that last grind was and wonder what story will be worth doing it all over again.
Coasting, pedaling, isn’t a high gear endeavor. For me and my writing practice, it takes the form of eating up experiences: lots of reading, and listening to things— other creative people from all around the arts, music, unofficial storytellers. This fall, that has included an amazing literary horror convention at a public library, complete with lectures from Tananarive Due on her bestselling novel The Reformatory, and Francesca Lia Block on writing Gothic lit. It meant going to hear Annie Lennox talk about her new photo memoir and her incredible creative life. And tagging along to a Día de los Muertos party at an artist’s house decked out in marigolds and rainbow colors. It meant wandering the Enchanted Realms Book Festival, complete with roving warrior elves. Just the world doing its thing. Being amazing.
The writing life is like the Tour de France. Sometimes you’ve just got to slow down to grab your water bottle and a high protein snack. Take a breath. Rest your writing legs without letting them cramp up. Sometimes you end up gliding to a stop and you get off the damn bike completely. Unlike the Tour de France, in writing you can stay off for a long time. Days. Weeks. Months. Decades. But even decades later, some butterfly of an idea might drift in front of you, and back on the bike you go. The only difference is now it’s time to switch gears.
When that idea butterfly comes along, you hike your butt up in the air and you crank your way up to 10th gear, chasing to see where it takes you. Maybe it turns out not to be “the one,” and you settle into coasting again in that gentle, dreaming gear. But one day “the one” will come along, and you’ll be rested and full of whatever it takes when that next mountain comes, and you will shift into high gear again, writing muscles burning, determined to get to the top.
Chains slip sometimes. Your pantleg gets caught. You get flat tires. The cars of the outer world come waay too close. But stick with it. You might need to join a cycling team, some folks to help you keep pace. Or maybe you need a deeper break. A treat, or a retreat sounds nice. (Isn’t that a good word, re-treat, like you’ve already had a goodie, and now you’re getting another one!) That’s what the Solstice retreat is all about. Slowing down to look at the scenery, feel the sun on your shoulders, and relax into it. Whichever gear you’re in, just enjoy it. The road keeps unfolding beneath us. There is writing to be done.
Happy riding,
Sherri

