Fairy Tale Survival Kit

Fairy Tale Survival Kit

Dear Writer,

What is so precious to you that you would wrap it in velvet?

This is one of the questions we ask in my first Story Forest Path, Little Red Writing Hood. Little Red earned her nickname from the velvet hood her grandmother made for her, because she loved her little granddaughter so much. I covered journals in red velvet for the writers who took this path with me, because their work is precious and should be treated as such.

This question has become particularly poignant in watching the news of Russia’s invasion of Ukraine. I lay awake last night wondering how you live in a war zone. Do you flee, do you hunker down? Are there guidelines to follow the way there are for earthquakes and hurricanes? (Are they the same? Shelter in place, move to safety when it is safe to do so, have a go bag and two weeks of emergency supplies?) What becomes precious in those few moments when your world changes completely?

There is so much we might wrap in velvet, if it would do any good.

So maybe a red velvet cloak cannot shelter your world. Perhaps we cannot stop the wolves every time. But we can let the precious things in our life know they are valued. We can try to carry as much of them as we can if we must flee.


It seems strange to reapply this to writing. But there are Wolves and there are wolves.  What is threatens to devour your writing?  What merely lures you off into the woods?

The Grove Retreat is one way of wrapping your creative self in velvet.  We’ll be digging into an old tale—right now I’m thinking of “Vasilisa the Beautiful”— to ask these sorts of deep questions about our writing practice.  Vasilisa’s is a story about a young woman who must trust her intuition to retrieve the spark of fire from an ancient witch.  We might ask the question:  What is the mother of your writing practice or your story?  And see what we find.  Or perhaps you would like to excavate the mythic bones of your own unique work?

Whether you are joining us at the Grove next month or not, I hope some of these questions might resonate with you, and take you deeper into your own Story Forest.  You can start by asking yourself, what would you wrap in velvet? What color would you choose?  Then go out and get a swath of heavy, rich fabric and wrap yourself in it, too.

Happy writing,

Sherri

A Palimpsest

A Palimpsest

Dear Writers,

Recently, as global tragedies and deep personal sorrows duel daily in my head and heart, it’s been hard to hear my voice.  No, it’s been hard to find anything I want to say – any thought that can muster enough energy to form words, especially words on the page.   Form itself has been a challenge for me: finding a form that can hold me and help me sift through my experiences so that they can transcend navel-gazing and touch others.

Serendipity has come to the rescue.

Serendipity as in: the message on a tea bag.  The focus of a 5Rhythms class.  The sight of two small, brown, side-by-side birds sitting on a tree branch in an ice storm, with only each other for shelter. Which is to say, being in the present moment for long enough to let the universe offer a gift to quiet the din inside me.

The latest gift comes from Sherri, who is in residence at Hedgebrook at the moment.  She mentioned a novel to me, and later asked me to help her remember another, and in both cases, I encountered the word “palimpsest.”  As many of you know, who know my work, I am preoccupied with the everchanging story of “Who am I?” and in particular with memory as the main tool we use to tell and retell the narrative of who we want to be.  In my three books, I have done this against the backdrop of history – which has at least some form of documentation of fact, however twisted – but now my focus is my parents, our family, a topic for which there is surprisingly little evidence.  Our personal history is very much like a faded manuscript, reminding me that I did not pay enough attention to the stories until the people who lived them and could tell them were gone. 

But “palimpsest” gives me so much freedom. The fact that there is a word for rewriting on top of what was once written: it is the same concept I have been working with, of “re-memories,” but the word evokes an image, and the image gives me form.  It gives me permission to more fully imagine on top of fragments of memory. In some cases, to make things up completely, knowing that my reader will understand what I am doing, but also knowing that new story is informed and shaped by the one that lies beneath it, because, how can it not be?  It’s like an elaborate, ornate Wordle: when you have a vowel or two to work with, there are so many possible choices, but a palimpsest offers more freedom to try them all.

The spirit of a gift is that it must be given.  I’m assembling the writers for the new Grove retreat, and I’ve promised them that we will be creating our workshops and offerings to meet them where they are in their own struggles, successes and goals.  So here’s an opportunity, perhaps, to work with a palimpsest:

What is the underlying story for you?  Perhaps something you don’t remember, or will never know, or that you can’t make sense of?  Or one that you are bored of but can’t stop writing, or that you are so tired of hearing from someone else’s perspective or voice?  It could be a chapter, poem, or scene that isn’t working. It could be the story of your surroundings, environment, culture, belief systems.  A page from an old journal. It doesn’t even have to be words: it could be a musical score, a mathematical proof, a drawing.

Identify it. Maybe even let it fill you. Then let it go and begin a new story on top of it.

We’ll be doing this at the Grove.  I’m thinking dance, word clouds, art supplies. And Sherri (who is in the woods so I get to speak for her) might also be inverting this relationship to the underlying story by using mythologies and fairytales to pin down and understand what is free-floating in our stories now. More to come in April, but for those of you who can’t make it, or who encounter this message out of time and space, I leave you with the image of a palimpsest, the beginnings of a prompt, and the freedom to start writing on top of the old story and see what happens.

Happy writing, everyone!

Love,

Reiko

(And if you want to find our more about our April retreat, The Grove, jump to this page or follow the links from Write With Us and Retreat on the menu above.)

 

The Star: Tarot for the Day

The Star: Tarot for the Day

Hey writers and creative souls,

Sherri and I are preparing for our new in-person retreat in California April 24-29th.  When we first dreamed it into being, I was excited about the deep play and the joy that even the prospect of being together again brought to my heart.  Apparently, that resonated, because on the basis of a single email, one-third of our 12 spots are spoken for.  So don’t sleep on this if you are interested in joining us!  Here’s a direct link to our retreat page.

Today, I want to offer you a quick tarot card for the day. As many of you who have worked with me before or scheduled personal readings know, thus far I have exclusively worked with Rachel Pollack’s Shining Tribe Tarot*.  It’s a deeply spiritual and optimistic deck, which does not ignore the challenges and difficulties we may be experiencing, but helps us see how they may be unwound. We will be using this deck at the Grove retreat in workshops and evening card pulls for instant inspiration.

But for the first time, I am sharing a card from a different deck – also by Rachel Pollack, in collaboration with Neil Gaiman and Dave McKean – called the Vertigo Tarot, which draws from characters from the Vertigo DC comics, including The Sandman.  It is the antithesis of the Shining Tribe in its darkness; for a long time, I was actually afraid to buy it.  But in the words of Gabrielle Roth, founder of 5Rhythms (and we’ll be doing some somatic practices and dance at the Grove which are very loosely inspired by her powerful creation), “There is no way in unless we embrace the dark.” As we are about to mark two very dark years of Covid, I am excited to share with you the the beauty and release that I have personally been finding from that embrace.  

Enough with the preambles.  Let’s talk about The Star.

 

 

Number 17 in our life’s journey through the archetypes of experience and transformation, the Star comes toward the end of the Major Arcana; specifically it signifies a rebirth after our act of willful destruction, the Tower, in which we burn to the ground all that imprisons us, suffocates us, does not serve us.  The Star has always been one of my favorite cards, and in the Shining Tribe, Rachel evokes a peaceful Persephone in her image, suggesting spring, nourishment, new life and escape from the underworld. In the Vertigo Tarot, the image (associated with Venus) confronts us with more than battle scars: her head and arms have literally been blown off. She has given everything, held nothing back: we see her pure spirit and essence in the flakes of gold that rise from her body, and her grit and courage in the fact that she can and will still offer the liquid gold she came with, even if she has to bind her vessels to her body.  To me, this is the warrior, the pandemic survivor, the wounded healer, and also the advocate, the truth-teller, the witness. The one who embraces the darkness to release the light. As a writer who has focused on World War II and Hiroshima in all of her books, perhaps I should not have been as surprised as I was at how much assurance I find, how much recognition there is, in the terrible beauty and power of the Vertigo Star.

Some prompts, then, that can be used for your personal journal, your creative project as a whole, or to be applied to specific situations, scenes or characters in a story you are working on:

  • When you put it all on the line like the Vertigo Star, what are you giving up or letting go of? Maybe these are expectations, or habits, or maybe they are fears that you only think are keeping you from harm. And what do you set free as a result? What new beliefs are possible, what feelings? When you have risked it all, what new risks are you now able to embrace?  Or perhaps there is an actual battle – a character or a person who needs to be confronted. What is the truth that will sustain you and keep you from straying off your path?
  • If you are resonating with Persephone, what have you emerged from? What are you here to celebrate or instigate?  Also, notice her youth; she is the daughter, the maiden, she is bringing the spring. You might look to a younger self or earlier time for the seed of your inquiry or story. Though the dark isn’t evident in this card, Rachel points out in her description that Persephone still means “She Who Shines in the Dark.” How does that touch you? What images does it evoke?
  • The Star bring a gift. What is the liquid she is pouring into the world? What nourishment, knowledge, what alchemy does she offer? What do you offer?  What do you give yourself?  What does your story or voice give to the world?

My suggestion is to sit with one of these questions that resonates with you, or if none do, pick the card that attracts you and look at the image for a bit, then ask your own questions about the image, and then begin a free write.  If you need a way in, start with “What if?” What if the gift is… etc. See what comes up and how specific you can get.  If you find yourself launched in a new direction or diving deep into a scene, go with it.

Happy writing!  And don’t forget, Sherri and I would love to see you at the Grove.  We will send a teaser on what she will be offering soon, so please subscribe to our mailings (at the bottom of the contact page) or watch your inbox!

Love,

Reiko

*The Shining Tribe Tarot: Awakening the Universal Spirit, created by Rachel Pollack, comes with a detailed book that describes the nuances and the inspiration behind each card. If you want to know more, or have your own Tarot practice, I strongly recommend it. Similarly, Rachel wrote the text to the Vertigo Tarot (out of print), which highlights the differences between the images and the “traditional” interpretations of the specific cards. My descriptions here, and interpretations of the cards and how to use them, are my own. 

Bhanu’s Dream

Bhanu’s Dream

“I dreamed last night I came to a clearing in a forest and at the center of the clearing was an exposed glass well, something like a test tube or elongated beaker.  In the well was water, such clear, sparkling and luminous water. In my hands I had a vial of another liquid; in the dream I understood it to be a concentrated toxic material, everything that had drained from my time in spaces that did not center love, contact with the natural world, laughter, or on-going connection with others. I knew that when I poured it in, the toxic liquid would, immediately, or in a few moments, be completely purified. Is this what I want from writing?  I have been walking with the dream all day, trying to understand or interpret the imagery.  Have you ever taken an image, or a question, for a walk? A few minutes ago, I came inside after walking for an hour, and while the kettle is boiling for tea, I thought I’d try to describe for you what I glimpsed and almost know.  I think the dream is about the coming weekend, about the part of my brain, my own survival system, that is trying to work out what “sacred” means in the context of our disciplinary field, “creative writing.”  I think my dream was about The Grove, because that was what it was. I think my dream was a dream about a place where we can bring what we cannot carry in our own bodies anymore. We know that all we have to do is make our way there, with what it is that we want to pour out.  As I write these words, something that did not happen in the dream, but which is happening now, I can see the radical others — human, animal, and from the other world — who are stepping now, out of the trees. It’s by writing that I discover something that the dream did not show: a community of witnesses, of all of the others carrying their own vials, their own inherited forms of time, walking, right now, or by other means, towards this place.”
— Bhanu

Walk with us toward your sacred space.

Step out of the trees, put the kettle on for tea.

The Grove virtual writing retreat is this weekend, October 24th and 25th, 2020 and we are still taking registrations, so if you have been meaning to sign up, don’t forget!

This is how our teachers are preparing, and their recommendations to the writers who are coming to co-create the virtual, magical Grove:

 

THE TAROT ORACLE:

If you have a question (or more than one) about your project, process, writing life, etc. write it down.  The cards are a conduit and you are the oracle. And though we won’t be asking questions about our individual projects or personal issues, the cards often answer those questions anyway. The more clearly you can articulate what you want to know for yourself, the better the chance of the answer coming. Also, we will have some time during the session for discussion where epiphanies come and magical connections are made.

DIVINE LINES:

This will be a time for you to be simply present—in mind, body, and soul. Ridding your virtual space of any distractions will be the most important part of our time together. Have with you the kind of notebook that makes you feel inspired—lined paper, blank paper, loose-leaf or bound. Have with you the type of writing instrument that makes you feel connected to your words. Elena will provide all the texts. She will provide all the prompts. Your job is simply to open yourself up to the unanticipated and the astonishing.

This will be a time to honor the divine lines that lead to the desire lines, that then lead to the lines on the page.

THE FRAGMENT:

Please bring any unfinished work or fragments of works that have not found their place, or form.  It might help to print this work, or you are welcome, also, to have a digital folder you can connect to during our experience.

Have paper on hand, and writing/drawing implements.  Also, a bowl of water.

Before the workshop, go for a walk. Gather any tree/leaf/branch matter you come upon, if it’s on the ground, or if the tree gives permission, and bring this tree material to our workshop, for a short ritual before: we start.  If walking outside on the day of our workshop is not available to you, then bring, instead, what might substitute for: tree/leaf/branch.

THE FRUITFUL DREAMING SALON:

The Fruitful Dreaming Salon primarily requires your presence, and your dreams of good things.  “Dreams” can be actual sleep dreams, day dreams, or wishes.  “Good things” can mean your dream contains a positive or hopeful image, a good feeling, or even a scary image that needs changing.  It might help to keep a journal of your dreams for a few days prior.  On waking, write them down and bring something to our salon.  Or, if you have been carrying a dream around for some time, please bring it to the table.  Come prepared to share.

This is about dreaming together, so even if you think you haven’t got a dream to share, please join us.  Your ideas, and your hidden dream brilliance will help us all shine.

This is dream time.  What bring what you need to relax and chat. (Sherri recommends a cup of tea and a light snack!)

May your dreams be fruitful!